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I love the smell of Waffle House; it's the smell of freedom, being on the open road and knowing that ninety percent of the people eating around you are also on that road. Truck driver's, road-trippers, hangovers--those who don't live that monotonous life of society slavery.
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2.
Just because one person's problem is less traumatic than another's doesn't mean they're required to hurt less
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You were the missing piece of my soul, the breath in my lungs, and the blood in my veins.
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4.
Live in the moment, where everything is just right, take your time and limit your bad memories and you'll get wherever it is you're going a lot faster and with less bumps in the way.
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5.
Heart always wins out over the mind. The heart, although reckless and suicidal and a masochist all on its own, always gets its way.
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I think that if past lives are real then we have been lovers in every single one of them. I've known you for a short time, but I feel like I've known you forever.
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Time is cruel like life. It slows down so that you can truly experience the worst moments of it. Only if you make it through them do you get to say âIt all happened so fast.
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Just remember to always be yourself and donât be afraid to speak your mind or to dream out loud
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This goes against everything that I am, Sarai," he says and then kisses me. "No, it doesn't," I whisper and kiss him back. "It's you becoming more of who you really are.
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Itâs like, you know, it doesnât matter what you do, even if you try to replicate an experience down to every last detail, itâll never be the way it was when it happened naturally the first time.
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I have never lived the way I lived during my short time with you. For the first time in my life, Iâve felt whole, alive, free. You were the missing piece of my soul, the breath in my lungs, the blood in my veins. I think that if past lives are real then we have been lovers in every single one of them. Iâve known you for a short time, but I feel like Iâve known you forever
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12.
You made me feel real emotions. You unlocked me.
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13.
Just that dwelling and planning is bullshit, you dwell on the past, you canât move forward. Spend too much time planning for the future and you just push yourself backwards, or you stay stagnant in the same place all your life. Live in the moment, where everything is just right, take your time and limit your bad memories and youâll get wherever it is youâre going a lot faster and with less bumps in the road along the way.
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14.
I wonder if the ocean smells different on the other side of the world.
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I have to live and make my own choices, my own mistakes. You have to let me be me, even if i suck at it sometimes." - Adria
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Pain hurts, but pain that's so powerful that you can't feel anymore, that's when you start to feel like you're going crazy.
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17.
Are you in love with me, Camryn Bennett?â ⌠âNot yet,â I say with a smile in my voice, âbut Iâm getting there.
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18.
Itâs like irresistible poison: Iâm mesmerized by the way itâs making me feel though it has the potential to crush my soul and I drink it down anyway.
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A real fighter never cries, never lets the weight of any blow bring him down. Except that final blow, the inevitable one, but even then they always go out like men.
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20.
She sticks her tongue out at me and crosses her eyes. Not sure why that made me want to do her in the backseat, but to each his own, I guess.
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21.
Depression is pain in its purest form.
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22.
I shattered that memory by going back there. Without realizing it until it was too late, I replaced that memory with the emptiness of that day.
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23.
all I want to do is pull her against me and hold her until we both die.
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24.
Maybe you should get rid of me,â I whisper onto his lips. âNever,â he says, kissing me once softly. âYouâre mine for as long as you breathe.
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25.
Well, Iâm glad you didnât drown.â His eyes warm up with his face. I smile back at him. âYeah, that wouldâve sucked.â âDefinitely.
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26.
...I watch her so much that I forget it's raining at all.
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27.
The moment you tell someone else is the moment you become a whiner and the worldâs smallest violin starts to play. The truth is, we all have problems; we all go through hardships and pain, and my pain is paradise compared to a lot of peopleâs and I really have no right to whine at all.
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I guess sometimes the greatest memories are made in the most unlikely of places, further proof that spontaneity is more rewarding than a meticulously planned life.
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Itâs my future and my life and I canât make myself live the way someone else wants me to.
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30.
Victor Faust did much more than help me escape a life of abuse and servitude. He changed me. He changed the landscape of my dreams, the dreams I had every day about living ordinarily and free and on my own. He changed the colors on the palette from primary to rainbowâas dark as the colors of that rainbow may be.
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31.
But the heart has a mind of its own and it always gets what it wants, especially when it's dying.
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Andrew..,' I shake my head, tears rolling my cheeks, '... it was always you," I whisper harshly. 'Even with Ian, I felt something was missing. I told you, that night in the field; I told you that...,' My voice trails. I smile and say, 'you are my partner in crime. I've known that for a long time.
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Never thought Iâd intentionally sleep on a bathromm floor next to a toilet while sober, but I meant it when I said I would sleep anywhere with her.
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34.
A bus ride is like being in another world.
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I think I've been afraid most of my life to be myself.
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Youâre the world to me,â I whisper onto her lips. âI hope you never forget that.â âIâll never forget,â she whispers back.. âBut if I ever do, for whatever reason, I hope youâll always find a way to remind me.â ...âAlways.
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37.
What you wear doesn't really matter much. All that matters is where you're going what you're doing while you're wearing it.
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38.
To love someone so deeply means also that it will hurt a thousand times more when he disappoints or leaves you
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Oh, this is going to be fun; he actually thinks he's teaching me something.
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40.
To lovers and dreamers and anyone who hasnât truly experienced either.
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41.
Yesterday I thought about why I felt the need to get up at exactly the same time as the day before and do everything I did the day before. Why? What compels any of us to do the things we do when deep down a part of us just wants to break free from it all?
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42.
My plant is probably dead." Camryn looks slightly surprised. "You have a plant?" I smile. "Yeah, her name's Georgia.
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I know you lost your partner in crime, but...I want YOU to be MINE. Maybe WE should travel the world together, Camryn...I know I can't replace your ex--" "Andrew...it was always you.
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I say that I'm not into you like that, Camryn, because..," he pauses, searching my face, looking at my lips for a moment as if deciding whether or not he should kiss them again, "...because you're not the girl I could only sleep with once.
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45.
One more thing: donât feel bad for not telling me that you loved me. You didnât need to say it. I knew all along that you did.
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I don't know myself. I don't know what I want or how I feel or how I should feeland I don't think I ever really have.
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47.
Coincidence is just a safe conformist for fate.
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Why does everybody have to be with somebody? Itâs a stupid delusion and a really pathetic way of thinking.
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Everybody starts out as strangers.
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50.
Things always change when someone you love dies. You just can't prepare youself for those changes no matter what you do in advance. The only thing that's a certainty in always wondering who's going to be next.
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