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If clouds are blocking the sun, there will always be a silver lining that reminds me to keep on trying.
Matthew Quick
If the sun is obscured by a blanket of clouds, there will invariably be a reassuring glimmer reminding me to persist.
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You're different. And I'm different too. Different is good. But different is hard. Believe me, I know.
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You need to make time for family no matter what happens in your life.
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In my arms is a woman who has given me a Skywatcher's Cloud Chart, a woman who knows all my secrets, a woman who knows just how messed up my mind is, how many pills I'm on, and yet she allows me to hold her anyway. There's something honest about all this, and I cannot imagine any other woman lying in the middle of a frozen soccer field with me - in the middle of a snowstorm even - impossibly hoping to see a single cloud break free of a nimbostratus.
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Let me tell ya. You gotta pay attention to signs. When life reaches out with a moment like this it's a sin if you don't reach back... I'm telling you.
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The problem with the stigma around mental health is really about the stories that we tell ourselves as a society. What is normal? That's just a story that we tell ourselves.
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Tiffany and I are great friends, and I appreciate all that she is doing for me now. But she is not you. I still love you, Nikki. And you can’t control or alter true love.
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The world will break your heart ten ways to Sunday, that’s guaranteed. And I can’t begin to explain that- or the craziness inside myself and everybdy else,but guess what? Sunday is my fav day again
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Someday an opportunity will come. Think about Harry Potter. His life is terrible, but then a letter arrives, he gets on a train, and everything is different for him afterward. Better. Magical." "That's just a story." "So are we- we're stories too.
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I opened up to you and you judge me
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She looks sad. She looks angry. She looks different from everyone else I know—she cannot put on that happy face others wear when they know they are being watched. She doesn’t put on a face for me, which makes me trust her somehow.
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Fly! There's a lot of sky out there for brave birds.
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...but Cliff keeps pushing for the truth like therapists do, because they all have some sort of psychic ability that allows them to see through your lies, and therefore they know you will eventually tire of the talking game and will offer up the truth.
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Maybe my movie isn't over, I say, because sometimes moviemakers trick the audience with a false bad ending, and just when you think the movie is going to end badly, something dramatic happens, which leads to the happy ending. This seems like a good spot for something dramatic to happen, especially since it's my birthday.
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Life is not a PG feel-good movie. Real life often ends badly.
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The only way to beat my crazy was by doing something even crazier. Thank you. I love you. I knew it from the moment I saw you. I'm sorry it took me so long to catch up.
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I’m a screwed-up person who no longer knows how to communicate with the people I love. But I meant everything I told you in my letter. If I were your Nikki, I would have come back to you on Christmas Day, but I’m not Nikki. I know. And I’m sorry.
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When she needed help most, she was abandoned--and only when she offered help to others was she beloved.
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I feel like I’m broken—like I don’t fit together anymore. Like there’s no more room for me in the world or something. Like I’ve overstayed my welcome here on Earth, and everyone’s trying to give me hints about that constantly. Like I should just check out.
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I believe in happy endings," I tell him, "And it feels like this movie has gone on for the right amount of time.
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I don't want to stay in the bad place, where no one believes in silver linings or love or happy endings.
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Look, sometimes it’s OK with girls like this, they wanna have fun, and sometimes it’s not because they've got a broken wing and they’re hurt and they’re an easy target. In this case, this particular case, I think that wing is being fixed, my friend, and you gotta make sure that it’s mended and you’re getting in the way of that right now, okay, because she’s sensitive and she’s smart, she’s artistic. This is a great girl, you gotta be respectful to that. Come on, let me walk you to your car, you’re a better guy than this.
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You need to know it's your actions that will make you a good person, not desire.
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I can always look up at the cosmos and marvel, no matter what happens. And when I look up at it, I feel as though my problems are small. I don't know why, but it always makes me feel better.
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There will always be a part of me that is dirty and sloppy, but I like that, just like all the other parts of myself.
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Life is not a PG feel-good movie. Real life often ends badly. Literature tries to document this reality, while showing us it is still possible for us to endure nobly.
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most people lose the ability to see silver linings or even though they are always there above us.
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Your mother is risking a lot, because she believes in you.
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Soon I am seeing the blue-and-yellow flags that line the campus streets, and it makes me feel happy and sad at the same time to be back at La Salle--almost like looking at old pictures of people who have either died or with whom you have lost contact.
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Did you ever think about all of the nights you lived through and can't remember The ones that were so mundane your brain just didn't bother to record them. Hundreds, maybe thousands of nights come and go without being preserved by our memory. Does that ever freak you out? Like maybe your mind recorded all of the wrong nights?
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...I am now watching the movie of my life as I live it.
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I...have a woman in my arms who has suffered greatly and desperately needs to believe once again that she is beautiful.
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People should be nice to you, Leonard. You're a human being. You should expect people to be nice.
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There's a lot for you to live for. Good things are definitely in your future, Leonard. I'm sure of it. You have no idea how many interesting people you'll meet after high school's over. Your life partner, your best friend, the most wonderful person you'll ever know is sitting in some high school right now waiting to graduate and walk into your life - maybe even feeling all the same things you are, maybe even wondering about you, hoping that you're strong enough to make it to the future where you'll meet.
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Not letting the world destroy you. That’s a daily battle.
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Looking into another person's eyes for an extended period of time proved to be a powerful thing. And if you don't believe me, try it yourself.
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It hurts to look at the clouds, but it also helps, like most things that cause pain.
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I want to believe that happiness might at least be possible later on in life for people prone to sadness.
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I'm trying to let him know what I'm about to do. I'm hoping he can save me, even though I realize he can't.
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I will not be quoting Hemingway anytime soon, nor will I ever read another one of his books. And if he were still alive, I would write him a letter right now and threaten to strangle him dead with my bare hands just for being so glum. No wonder he put a gun to his head, like it says in the introductory essay.
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Instead he thinks up the worst ending imaginable: Hemingway has Catherine die from hemorrhaging after their child is stillborn. It is the most torturous ending I have ever experienced and probably will ever experience in literature, movies, or even television. I am crying so hard at the end, partly for the characters, yes, but also because Nikki actually teaches this book to children. I cannot imagine why anyone would want to expose impressionable teenagers to such a horrible ending. Why not just tell high school students that their struggle to improve themselves is all for nothing?
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I am so happy. I am so impossibly happy.
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You can lose yourself in repetition—quiet your thoughts; I learned the value of this at a very young age.
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You may exist in this world--but I exist too and I will not yield
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Air goes in and out of my nose, throat, lungs, blood, heart brain - and so I am
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I can be a very valuable friend to you, but you do not want me as an enemy.
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Haven't you ever noticed that life is like a series of movies?
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I am trying to be kind instead of right.
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My other friends are in music relaxation class, which I do not attend, because smooth jazz makes me angry sometimes.
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Also, I sort of let my appearance go, to the point where I was maybe ten to seventy pounds overweight.
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